The last few days my step dad has been on my mind. He has terminal cancer and it has spread throughout his body. This man has came into my life and has meant alot. He will do anything for anyone. He has done alot for us and nver asked for anything. He doesnt let the cancer get him down until now. I think. I think he is just tired. He's wore out, he's in pain and I dont think his body wants to do it anymore. I don't blame him...I wouldnt want to fight a battle that I'm not going to win. Thats just my opinion he has his own, he fighting for a reason...a that reason for my mom I think..I think he hasnt heard those words from here..the words I know I can never say...."you can let go, I will be ok"...but I can you say it..it would make feel guilt. I think that's what he's waiting to here. He needs to have that peace. But, how do I say that to my mother. I hinted around about it but never came out and said that to her.
She has been so strong throughout this.....she will cry a little and then she's fine. It makes me feel so sad. What do i do to help. Do I just listen? Do I go there? Do I send money?

What can I do?

They went to the doctors and they have finally said, " there is nothing else they can do". Those words are so hard to understand. I'm sure with my step dad it diffently is for him. So what does he do now. What to die, go through all this pain and for what? Why? I know he's here for a reason, i know he came into our lives and we took him in and loved him. He's a quiet man...different i should day too..but I can only say good things about him. My mom loves him and adores him. She is such a strong women. I don't know she does it. She's by his side NO matter what. Thats' why you do, you love someone and your there for sickness? I know I've seen those words when I got married, but I didnt understand that meaning until now. Watching my mom and step dad.  Thats LOVE!!!