Oh Friday I'm so glad to see you...
This will be the last weekend to spend with the hubby before he has to go. I'm starting to get that lump in my throat and that empty feeling too. The other night I felt like somethings caught up to me. I feel like I take alot for granted in life. it really hit me hard. God, Jesus whoever you are has been so good to me. I'm blessed to have my children and husband in my life. Days are fullfilled because of my children. As I drop them off at school and head to work I have this guilt that never goes away. I'm a working mom that wants to provide for my children, but at times I feel like I work so I dont have to deal with them. I know that feeling is not true. But, at times the guilt makes me feel that way.
I have to learn when I'm alone rasing them that I need to have more patients and listen to them more instead if getting upset with them first. It can be hard though, because going through the deployments it can be draining.
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