I received an email from my husband today that mad me feel really good and then to feeling really bad. He is beat down already and it happens every time he goes downrange. He bust his butt..and I look it at and ask my self "why". Why is he going through all this....is it all worth it...????
Tracy,
My email was messed up yesterday sorry I couldn't email you. I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU right now. I sit here in front of a computer doing reports and going to meetings 18 to 19 hours a day and I am getting overwhelmed and feeling down. When I try to take a break I get phone calls on the government phone I was issued. I can't even take a crap without getting interrupted. CPT Phillis and some of the other Officers have been keeping me sane here but it is not the same as seeing you and talking to you. You are my rock and keep me going every day. The only thing that has ever gone right in my life are you and the girls. I don't mean to take advantage of that but you never know what you have until you don't have it anymore. I really miss playing with Avery and making her laugh. I miss arguing with Mykaela and interacting with her.
I miss watching Kelcie and wondering what she will say next that will make me laugh and to see how she is improving as she grows up. I miss telling you to shut the F*** up and looking into those blue eyes and seeing you smile which makes me feel happy to see you every day. Well I guess I can stop being depressed and get back to work. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH. Tell the girls that Daddy loves them and misses them too. I want to buy some minutes on the phones so I can t talk to them so make sure there is money in the account so I can do that. I need to hear everyone's voice.
Love
David
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