First Weekend~

First weekend without the husband and it felt quit lonely. I have to learn to just relax, relax is the key. Kelcie asked me lastnight, Mommy why are you sad. I didn't realize i came off like that. I said, I'm not I just miss daddy. She said, "oh". This weekend I took the girls swimming, really if I could I would just stay in the house, and cry..but I have to keep going. I have to look at it as one year right? It's not the end of the world. Things can be worse off. I guess I look at it the bad way.
In the end of this there will be some good outcomes. I will look back and be proud.

I will stand proud of myself!