I havent been on here for a while, I have been so busy with sports, school, work and kids. And diffently this rough deployment. Were going four months into it and I think I'm honestly done with it. I had talking about my feelings, I would rather just run from it all and not deal with it. Thats just how I roll and always been like that.
Stress of being a single mom right now has took a toll on me, especially with the kids. I seemed to have no patience with them I'm learning to calm down first though.
There was a blackout over the weekend, so when I hear that, I starting thinking is Dave ok, who got hurt? We found out it was his Commander, Dave use to talk about him all the time. He sat with at the ball. He told me, that He will take good care of David in Afganistan. Dave right now is probably taking this hard and I wish i was there to give him a hug and let him know I love him.
Just wish this war would be over with so I can have my husband home and my kids can have daddy. They have days when they cry for him..Kelcie the other night was in her room and she was just sobbing, she said, "she misses him so much".
